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dear body..

i'm sorry for not taking a good care of u..

i'm sorry i'm make u sick by crying so much..

i'm sorry for torturing u with my fever and evrything..

i wish i could stop..

dear mind..

plz stop thinking it over n over again..

i cant sleep..

they wont stop until they satisfied..

why you have to be sad while they happy out there?

i cant stop if u make me to..

just let it go eventhough its hard..

dear iylia..

i'm sorry gurl for make you sad and gloomy..

i just want you to be happy..

i hope u be strong for this..

maybe u deserve it..

sooner or later it may be good as u imagine..

they dont know untill they be in your shoes my dear..

remember what ma used to say.."ingat allah byk2"..

so,iylia plz be strong for me..because i love you so much!!

no matter what i'm gonna be wit you foreva..

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ok hari ni i bgn awal gile..

around 8 i da tercongok dpn laptop..

tulis segala gala tarikh2 keramat yg bakal meng'haunted'kan cara hidup i..

segala tarikh test,lab assignment bagai i da tulis pastu i lkt besar2 dkt dinding bilik i tuh..

dah bercorak2 ngn bertompok2 da i tgk..last2 mesti ade yg i terlupe nak tulis punye la..

hari ni clas i pukul 3 smpi 6..

seronok!

means i tak payah mandi awal2..'

bole berguling2,lole lole lame2..

suke!

muke bile i suke..cm nak tampar ye tak?

i ade test hari khamis ni..

tp sentuh buku pun segan2..

org lain da buat revision,i satu pun blom..

buku pun i pinjam dkt kawan i..

cmne?

mls nye la hai..

igt pandai la tuh..

padahal nnt blk test tu mesti ngis la,nyesal la..

haish perangai u ni iylia!

padahal slh sendiri..

last2 i jd lil bit susah hati hari ni sbb rse cm da x smpt plak nk stadi..

haaa..tue la..tau plak takut!

oleh sbb itu..since i br dpt muvie dr net i nk pg menghabiskan mase2 i tgk muvie tu..bye.

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i just come back from class..

current mood:tired

i just wanna have a good comfy sleep..

hope to wake up by 10 to study!arggh!

i just started my new sems,just a few weeks ago!then another test is pop up!

and will continously follow by others..

including all the maniac labs,midterms and mental abusing assignment!

why dont they just give me some rest..?

Dear mr presiden of mmu,

could u plz being in my shoes..

could u consider to give me some break for me bersukaria a bit more..

plz..plz..hahah!

in your dreams iylia.it wont be happen..hehe..

hope will get a wake up call from mr boyfie ♥!i count on you ya!

ApRiCoT SeEds!

You may have wondered what is the apricot seeds and how it works to prevent disease?

According to the book "World Without Cancer", apricot seed oil contains the highest rate of B17 concentrations when compared to seeds of other fruits.

Apricot seeds belong to the group of cereals and legumes that can be proven to kill cancer cells directly.

Research shows that people who leave in Hunza eating rich in vitamin B17- are free from this fatal disease.

** The best way to enjoy the apricot seed is by eating it fresh . Nutritious apricot seeds only in the form of crude.

i ade seorang kawan i yg mak die hidap breast kanser..puas berubat sane sini tapi x sembuh2 jugak..alhamdullilah lepas mkn biji aprikot ni kanser tu da beransur hilang..haa..kawan i tu la yg minx i ceritakan kat cni..die ckp so far mak die da ok..

if nak tahu lebih2 lagi pasal apricot seeds ni..bole la jenguk2 kat cni ye:

http://www.keajaibanaprikot.blogspot.com/

ThEy R My ToP PriOriTy!

tomorrow i'm going home..

dah dua minggu i x balik..

mesti ma ngn ayah i tertanye2..bile la anak die yg sorg ni nak blk..

ye la klu tak selang seminggu i mesti da terconggok kat dpn pintu umah!haha!

tgg ye ma,lya nak blk la nih..

hahaha..

setinggi2 tahniah diucapkan kpd adek i krn berjaya melepasi ujian lesen berkomputer yg dianggap kritikal!hahah!

nmpk sgt bhw anda bkn la tergolong dlm golongan yg bijak!

and to my dearest sister,if u dont want to listen to my nonsense nag, u better tidy up my room bcoz i'm coming back!put up your mess junk in your closest now!!

have a close look of my parents and my evil sarcastics siblings!

The family is a haven in a heartless world.

To the outside world we all grow old. But not to brothers and sisters. We know each other as we always were.

We know each other's hearts. We share private family jokes. We remember family feuds and secrets, family griefs and joys. We live outside the touch of time.

♥ them! I could trade and give anything for them!

PULAU PHANG KOR PUNYE CERITA!

hey,i'm back from pangkor..

guess what? i'm totally get a perfect sunburn!berbelang2 badan!gosh!

abis lengan2 pedey ngn merah2..

badan jgn ckp la..sume tulang2 dah bergoyang2..haha

so far the trip was ok!

but as for the hotel..hurm its just unexpected..

we doesnt get what we paid for..

hotel tu sgt2 la cntik and besar if they take a good care of it..but,

bole imagine x, punye la besar hotel tu tapi mknn sume kiterg mkn hidang?swimming pool berkeladak, and pantai kotor ya amat..klu la mama i tgk,confirm2 die dah g komplen!kan mama kan?ahaha!

so xdela buffet2 yg kite leh amik sendiri tuh..sume dorg serve..if yg die serve tu mknn sedap takpe la..ini x..haish!tu la dont judge the book by its cover lenkali..

so berangan je la nk mkn sedap2..

tp dlm dok ngomel2 x sedap tu abis gak sume lauk yg hotel tu serve..maklumla,sorg2 lapa..!

hahaha..

btw,to the besday gurl aka sofia,happy birthday gurl!hope u have a wonderful besday eva!

and tahniah sbb fobia air ko tu da hilang!hahaha!

gambar2 akan di upload kemudian sbb gmbr x dpt lagi..

kepada en boyfie,i beli sotong u byk gile wei!bole mati kembung makan sotong!hahah!

ok la..i got to go..nak kne mandi sbb jap lagi ade class..see you then..!

take a good care of yourself biggy!

ok tomorrow i'll be leaving for pangkor for 3 days!

i guess i'm gonna miss him..

hehehe..xpe2,i da bwk beg plastik besar so nnt i kumpul sume kerang2 kat tepi pantai tu bawak balik kat u..ok?

i bwk botol mineral kosong gak,so i leh taruk air laut dlm tu then bg kat u nnt..haha!

hehehe..

jage diri ye..jgn berkelakuan tdak senonoh!

jgn mkn byk2,maklumla kan u da bole pki bj triple xl!sebarang berita dan informasi akan saya updatekan melalui hp anda!tgg yer!hahaha!hugs!chenta!

if i could reach up and hold a star for everytime you made me smile,i would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand...AND,

Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!HUGS!

drama

helo!

guess what?i'm back at mmu..

new sems,new subject,new frens,new notes, and new resolutions..

alhamdullilah result i for last sems sems pass!haha..

walaupun x flying kaler,tapi i lulus..(yg penting lulus iylia!)

especially killer paper math tu..

byk sgt kali dah amik oi..

la ni br dok pas..haish..nmpk sgt la ke tidak pandaian dlm diri i tu teserlah..

so skrg xde pape plan pun..

just dis wiken nak pg pangkor celebrate besday gurl..then cont back student life yg sgt2 la tdak teratur tu..

if my life is a drama,i would like and DEFINITELY change the director!haha..tukar director je la ye..bcoz the actress is too important to change!hehe!

okla..smpi cni je la yg i bole melalut2..tgk la kot2 mlm krg ade lg bende yg nak di story telling kan lagi..hahah!hugs!

Two OO TeN mEanS iTs NeW YeAr!

hye everyone n happy new year dearies!!!!

its been ages i x update kan..
lil bit bz with life, frens, boyfren, all the maniac and sob trobbing problem and not forgotten FINAL EXAM!

its already too late kot nak wish happy hols kat all the mmunians..
hehehe..tp xkisah la,yg penting i wish!
harap2 korg score la ye dlm final paper(utk diri sendiri sebenarnye)..:)

new year?so,what ur new resolution tahun ni?
hahaha..utk i byk ok..uncountable
new handbags,new shoes,new shirts and pants,new changes,new idea,new the way i,m thinking,senang cakap new for evrything la..

and last but not least i want the NEW me..new iylia who cares MUCH about herself,listen to herself and do what eva she think is rite for her..kinda tired to listen to others..haha!and its seems weird just to follow whateva they sort for me..its screwing me!
gosh!there,s a lot of trillion things yg i nak cerita n nak gossip..

but i will update soon since tenet umah i ni sgt la bersopan santun..
i guess die pun nak smbut new year la kot..
untill then ya..
lastly,

GOODBYE MS DRAMA CRYING MAMA,HERE MS SMILEY WILLY!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!HUGS!